So Tired

                  

Im so tired now

which means my ribs are tender and my flesh is on fire

which means there is a rushing wind  rustling through the mountains touching and licking the faces of other tired men, leaning on windowpanes

wish there would be a way to say it

how this sweet tiredness is hugging me 

clasping her arms  behind my back 

locking me up in the place, setting me free in my body

Im freefalling to myself in every heartbeat

like a dry brown leaf with obvious veins still

like a treasure hunter lost in a cave with a half burning  candle

I pet a homeless women's dog and scruff my hair just after